DIEING IS REALLY NO BIG DEAL, YOU'RE MAKING IT TOUGH ON YOURSELF

DIEING IS REALLY NO BIG DEAL, YOU'RE MAKING IT TOUGH ON YOURSELF! I have so many good things, wonderful things, I want to bless you with, but for some reason you don't want them. I promised them to you with one condition, that you die first. Not you physically, but your old nature, must be put to death because "Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit. John 12:24  Does it seem like everything bad is happening to you? Refusing to die, is costing you everything you want. There are things you desired for years and when you finally got them, they didn't bring the satisfaction you wanted. There is always a great void, in the middle material goods. This is because you have been born again, and you new nature has no need of these things. The empty wasted feeling that comes, when you sit looking at all the goods you have worked so hard for, and you realize they can't hug you, or say, "I love you", or say "thank you for saving my life." You may think you are saving your life but, "He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal". John 12:25 To help you reach the kingdom life of much fruit, I have a plan in progress, to kill you. Now don't get upset, it's really a glorious death and and one you will thank Me for, for all eternity. The actual death process is a miserable time, you cry a lot, moan and complain, and even beg Me to rescue you. For a while you will think I left you. However I love you too much to listen to your flesh trying to survive. Sometimes I need to dash dreams to pieces, cut off sources of income, and even delete your detailed plans for the future, and you think your world has come to an end. ..."Peter remembered the word of Jesus, which said unto him, Before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice. And he went out, and wept bitterly". Matthew 26:75  You must understand, none of this is pleasant during the process, but you cannot live with out it "You should be exceedingly glad on this account, though now for a little while you may be distressed by trials and suffer temptations, [7] So that the genuineness of your faith may be tested, your faith which is infinitely more precious than the perishable gold which is tested and purified by fire. This proving of your faith is intended to redound to your praise and glory and honor when Jesus Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One) is revealed." 1 Peter 1:6-7 (AMP) All those that you secretly envy, because of their walk with Me, have embraced this process. They died to self. It's really not that hard, unless you are a stubborn person and want your way. This attitude makes it real hard and the process may last for years. I have some followers that decide to die to self just a day before the die physically, and they spend that day, crying over how much they wasted their life. Yet I have other followers that wanted to be put to death immediately and they surrendered everything and it was over in minutes. They were immediately fulfilled and in one night superseded some stubborn ones, that have been in the death process for 30 years.  Just remember, "many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first." Matthew 19:30 Why don't you just let Me kill you and get it over with. You will loose nothing and gain everything. Better yet why don't you surrender everything and tomorrow start kingdom living. I am so jealous over you and have so much stored up for you, but I cannot give it to you because ..."the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them , because they are spiritually discerned. 1 Corinthians 2:14